I wish i knew why you were doing this.
It’s funny how when I was ready to walk you begged me to stay and to
not leave and you told me how amazing we were. And now that it’s convenient for you, you just throw me away. fuck you.
I want to lay in bed, with my arms wrapped around you and playing with your hair. Just staring at the ceiling of my room, listening to music but intently focusing on the rate of your heartbeat. My body would be happy because it’d feel your embrace, and my heart would be happy because you’d be mine.